Well, I know its been a while since I have been on here. Ive had alot going on. I wont say much. I finally got a job again and now im having to take my pain meds more often than normal. For those of you that dont know, I has Chronic Pancreatitis. I havent said anything to my wife about me hurting more than normal because I know she will want me to stop working but right now we cant afford that. Aside from the pain, i think alot of my problem is being depressed. I cant help but thinking “What If”. Like what if im not so lucky the next time? like I was the first time. That is my main worry. Im just afraid that if I push myself too hard itll happen again. BUT I cant help but to push myself. I just want to prove that I can do it. BUT the truth is that I dunno if I can do it. I just dunno anymore.
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