Monthly Archives: September 2011


Well, this is going to be a rather sad post. The wife and I have been growing apart as of late. We never have been ones for being up each others butts all the time, but we both play an MMO and we always were doing stuff together. We even had our main characters married in game. About 3-4 months ago is when it all started. She said that she wanted a Divorce in-game so that more people would talk to her because being married on there no one was talking to her. that was a load of crap!  She wanted it because no guys were talking to her. Anyways, we have gotten more distant lately. Night before last as we go to bed she proceeds to tell me that she is falling for a guy she met in game. That hurt. Then we start talking and she then tells me that she just isn’t really in love with me anymore.  She asked me if I was still In-Love with her. After her telling me what she did I couldn’t answer. I still love her, and always will. She is the mother of my children, and has been my best friend for a long time. Anyways, she also told me that she want to “take a break”.  That crushed me. That hurt. I didn’t know what to say to her after that. I still don’t. I don’t want to lose her. I don’t want to lose the kids. I’m scared. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to leave, BUT I want her to be happy. I will do whatever I have to to make her happy, even if that means leaving and losing them. That would completely crush me, but if its what I have to do. Anyways, as it stands, I don’t know whats going to happen. I might update again soon to let you folks know.